Thursday, September 12, 2013


OK how do I stat, now, where do I start it all from. Well. 2 Days of sadness that made me quite irritated. I was like trying to work no matter what on my Laptop continuously , with all the necessary left over available options lately! First it's been some months, I don't know how come, and why, my Touch Pad(Mouse) vanishes (disappears from the Screen) - it's somewhere off the screen, & I don't know where it'll be? suddenly in between for a while. while I am in the middle of a successful working condition! Hitting the Esc button, once or more, along with a hand on the Key Pad, & Touch Pad. Solves the issue. Meanwhile addressing the issue and getting it back with a tricky act!

From Last two days, Suddenly, while I was working on my laptop, I could not see my Task-Bar(that's on the bottom side of the Screen! - Astonished to the sight, & irritated with the plight, I ran down my system off & on, setting on the default settings. Trying to find in the Task-Bar Options (Help) thing and Control Panel's and figuring out ways to resolve the issues, However the one thing that was missing routine was the Time & Date that I could see much often, along with the Sound Control that I could control as per my choice, along with other Pinned in Shortcuts for Net, and other various things! However I could over come the disadvantage of the Missing Task-Bar, although, it became little stupid, Using the Alt-Tab key's for Peeking in the Windows that were open, and and a number of various other things. I was not much perturbed with the fact, though things were running as they had too, but then suddenly something happened and the I got my Task-Bar back, though the Control panel Help Options etc.(Now I don't even remember how and what of it) Never-mind!

I mean I was happy (thrilled would be the precise word though)  that I did not had to take my Laptop to the Vendor, or ask someone for help!

As of now the Task-Bar is working fine, and so is the Mouse, I guess I need to give my Laptop a little rest now, Else I would be seeing a lot of things missing and not working! sigh! It's like everyone should be imparted with this technical knowledge about controlling one's PC/laptop, else would be difficult for anyone, everyone, facing such stuff, and crying out for HELP! - these gadget's I tell you. God I only know, how all terrific thing's I have been witnessed lately! May it be Tablet' Mobile, PC, laptop. & so on!

Interestingly, here comes the Task-Bar, & sadly' here goes the Mouse. LOL - Happens all the time with me, I guess I am used to it by now! - I guess all is well that end's well!


It's not My Love or Your Love' It's Always Thy Love!

What if I could Love Everyone in my Friend List, and Get Love in Return! - Do We need to be precisely putting in a Tagged Version of "Why do you Love Me Syndrome Act"
or need a Reason to Love Someone, & Not just like that, I mean if you sincerely feel you Love, You Love, & I agree that you don't have to have or give the same kind of Love Feel In-Return,but if you co , unconditionally without any lateral thought process, "It would just be so wonderful" - I mean how less and how more are the times when you can actually say this 3 letter word" I Love You". You don't need 2 be bias on any grounds! until there is Love from the both ends, it's not a potentially correct Love Story! - There can be various platforms of your Love - Don't you Love God? Parents? Partner? Dog? Food & Drinks that u eat n drink - Likewise - Why don't we feel much comfortable and easy telling anyone, random, stranger for that matter, who we would like, or like to say - I Love You!, Does it only have to be a Physical Endurance and Emotional One-ON-One to Fall in Love or Love Someone, or Like Some One for that matter, that you could just say that easily that you Love him/her/it?

There are People who Say" Please don't talk about Love' Why should One Not? If I do, I do! If you cant that's your Problem, Whatever happened in your past, with the Odd Experiences, that comes in every persons life at times, it does not make them decisive not to fall in Love again! It's not how you love, its who you love, and with what intentions! How Pure your Love is. Past, Present & Future, does not guarantee anything in Life. It's our choice who we accept and what we expect, and then It's the way it has to work and not work, Once cant just do nothing to make it work, after one point. If I am told not to Love' I would rather be not in a position to Live My Life the way I want to. If Someone tells you Please Don't Love Me' or don't get into Love Sort of thing with me, it imply that the person is not willing to be Loved, and shall in return not give any Love, - What good a Soul and Body be, without Love?

No One has ever been Happy with No Love!

There goes nothing - by saying - I Love You" to anyone, But it goes a lot when you say" I Hate you- to sum one.

It's Always good to spread positive vibes and not the negative ones, not even would it be of any purpose if the thing or a person ain't Lovable Enough, choosing to be in your daily needs requirements list's, talking and meetings!

Simple example: What good be the people in ones Social Networking List, doing if there was no Love, They will be just mere ID's? - For it's a means a way to cherish that Love, Fondness and Care & Being in Touch. that revolves around you and they' - for all that matter's is Love, and for rest it's all a piled up Infatuation & Materialistic Comfort!

You need guts to say "I Love You" (Whatever it be.No Matter What)

Try a simple thing! - Whenever you can, Go & tell your parents that you Love them! & all those people who are there with you, etc. Also Try telling all the things that you can, that u are surrounded by like, water 'while u bathe, Food' that you eat, Clothe' that you wear, - You would have so may things to Love, & You would in return feel all Loved, & You would learn the importance of the terminology - Anonymous, 36 Delhi, India


"There is no such thing as just existing. Everything is in service to everything else. Existence is giving and receiving. A stone gives and receives no less than a saint."

I lately been dreaming about things, rather not dreaming, its like, they are all the time, from everywhere in my head, From all the conversations that I might have done, and remember chatting on the FB and WhatsApp lately(When was the last time I was on it, - don't remember!, to all the Bank Details, the figures that created a chaos around my head, Wondering why did the Interest seemed low, What all accounts and what not. Friend Requests & Pokes seem to have been popping in my head, and so are the mouse click's that I keep clicking , as I flip pages, from one profile to another. From thinking about how do I have a controlled weight management regime, to what would be the ways to curb down my fat. Few Songs that would just not go out of my head. With extra Sleep, not letting me Sleep more, and getting up in between, and having nothing to do, and hitting the bed again, still tossing and turning around, fighting with the issues that bombard my senses. heart and brain - I quietly decide to juggle-up myself all up (as if "I was inside the washing machine, and I was being washed in circular motion, until i was all dried up") - What a Merry go round that would have been. At times, you end thinking all the nuances from day to day life, to the chores of your activities that you were busy in, looking forward to the rest of the things that are on your pending list for real long now! Shifting your thoughts from one agenda to another, and hogging and drinking on to something that could keep your mind busy for a while and shift your thought process from intellect logical thought process to cravings and likes!, Guess I have not been day dreaming lately, but Yes, I am not much at peace with thyself, for there are things that go around, come around, and you still try to settle down to lure yourself - with all is well quotient (when nothing actually is well at all) - a quick start to a decision making effort to pursue some likely healthy options and habits that could boost you up, you decide to do it from tomorrow (which never comes), so I decided to do it today, Now! as I finish my tea) & I am off to something or the other for sure now! cya in a while! - "For everything there is Google, and for everything else, you, yourself are the best person"! -

Saying to yourself what you would be; & then do what you have to do."
"Let the waters settle,you will see stars & moon mirrored in your Being."

True- I have seen it work like magic! & have witnessed moon and sun mirrored on to my very being! I have enough made the waters settled so far by now! and I wonder how often should and would I need to clean the water, since they have been settling from much time now! - Doing absolutely what I have to and meanwhile addressing the thought process with what I would be!

Here I get lazy, wanting to take a nap, & I wonder, is it a good time to put myself on the bed right now or what, Been a while I have been over sleeping lately, with dreams and though process of varied interests i my head, remembering the pros n cons of the things I achieved so far, the things that I already had, and things that I would be looking forward too, with no expectations, only worried about the current state of my mind engrossed on to so many things, that I have been feeding my soul lately. - i wish at times, I could keep my mind out of my body and keep it somewhere else!

For how many more days, weeks, months, years, I got at my disposal, have I done with and got all what I ever dreamed of, building up my Bucket List, on to what all was needed and desired, and striking off the unwanted, yet more on the practical needs and deeds to be harnessed and contributed at the same time.

Shifting from self urges to life long commitments, Conversations on the phone, to some meet's that require face to face acknowledgements, useless ones or the necessary ones!. Then keeping busy with the chores of daily routine; cooking, ordering ration, a walk, seeing yourself in the mirror and making poses, and suiting to you self as the world seems busy, with all the necessary that could keep yourself busy with! - Anticipating a few courteous (though unexpected) help and understandings, as more you grow alone! Anticipating sweet surprising invitations, and home made food to be cooked and dropped by a friend and accompanied along, a call asking if you were free to go along for a movie, or a walk/drive! It's not that all of us have quite a independent life, but at least we got one, why don't we live it the way we want to, if it's made your life too busy and not getting time from your own self, I guess it's time to shuffle and choose the best optimum things in and around your life!

Here I see those leaves scattered in front of me, in the balcony(Garden), & I say it to myself, what the heck! I need to put in time to clean it too. sigh! If only it could get cleaned itself, anyways, shall do it soon! real soon, today itself maybe!

It feels good when you are commented on what you wear, and how you looks! small things that really lift you up, no matter if it was told from heart or just for the heck of it, it's good to hear nice and wise words, at-least on the contrary it makes u wise and nice at the same time, with the positives you get, as well as the negatives at times to an extent, that help you change and grow!

You’ve got the best of both worlds. There are the things, which can take down a man, & lift him back up again. You might be strong but needy,humble but greedy.
Based on body language, shoddy cursive I’ve been reading.Style-quite selective though-mind is rather reckless. Well I guess it just suggests that this is just what happiness is &, what a beautiful mess this is! - Anonymous



Yesterday(Kal), Din kata kuch Baarish or safai or bina electricity key,sotey bethey, shaam ho gayi. Bada socha fir, aftr khoob decision decided aaj DOSA@Sagar Ratna hojayey, mehnga hi sahi, kaunsa roz hota hai- aaj apney aap ko kitchen sey aram deykar order kiya South Indian , AC ki thandi hawa key neechey remote sey kheltey huey,yeh sochtey huey 'aaj ac jyada chala hai ab do din nahin chalaunga,chupakar rakh dunga remote ya cell nikaal kar, or do din bacha kucha khaakar pet bhar liya jaayega. Yehi hai jindagi or iski jagtojahat, bijli key bill ki chinta or jyaada barish sey pareshan hua ghabraya hua dil soch hi betha firsey ek baar or keh daala khud sey, chalo aaj kuch meetha h jayey, bade haath or kadam fridge ki or,to dekha icecream pigal chuki thi, fir socha isko milkshake samaghkar pee hi lu , thoda Internet chalakar kuch whatsapp karkey,khaney ki wait kartey huey kab waqt nikala pata hi na chala. Ab ac band kr diya aakhir main,,pankhe ki hawa key neechey bethey huey kaan khol kr ghanti ki awaaz suuney ko betaab,darwazey ki or jald badtey huey,or paisn ka khulla change tatoltey huey, faaltu light pankha off krtey huey, kitchn sey bartan lakar tabley ki mej pr saza daaley hain. Intezzar or bhookh ney masroof kiya hai thoda,waqt ko thaam liya hai. Likhtey sochtey baji ghanti, ek haath main khulley liyey, bada darwazey ki taraf, leykr seedha andar, khatam kiya ,jaan main jaan ayi jaisey...kuch der baad sambhaal kr bacha kucha, ek choti si walk ko nikal pada,mausam ka haal chaal maloom karney. Fir thodi der internet or laptop, saath maih music. Abhi tak aaj cold cofee ka zikra bhi nahin aaya. Fridge main bwnayi hui koi rakhi hi nahin aaj. Banayunga,thodi der main soya nahin to. Ab raat ho chali hai. Cooler is room sey us room ,or fir jyada betaabi par ac ka remote dhoondta hua haath, kuch der tak whatsapp or facebuk par thaki ungaliyon ko bistar par araam deyta hua shareer. Kuch nayi purani soch key hawaaley apney beetey huey palon key saath aaney waalon key baarey main chintan main magn yeh dil or dimaag. Kuch hasi thitholi,bitching, kaam kaaj,khana peena, sanjeeda or natkhat si baatein. Yun hi ek or din, dopehar,shaam or raat kati.ek or. Mathematics ungaliyon par hisaab karta hua dimaag , or anginat soch dil main leykar,fir jaaney ko hai ek nayi si sapnon ki duniya main.

Today(Aaj), It continued the same half day with rain, and the Electricity Issues Sorted taking in more than 2 hours or so!. Asking GOD to Stop Rain for a while, and it worked like Magic, Rain Stopped pouring the work was done and it started drizzling again! Made cups of Tea for the Electricity (3 Musketeers - that came in to solve the wires issues at home form the Pole and so on! - Much relieved to see my Electricity Bills, (Work's fine for me), Happy that I have made an effort to use it in/to the best possible way! Shifting between one room to another, with one light n fan off and on to the shift in and out - to n fro that house and out! Cleaning the Leaves, Sweeping the Water Out - Draining it all! & in between had no time that could have got to eat something! Noon it is now! I guess No plans as of now for whats for Dinner! as of now. kept 4 glasses of COLD COFFEE in the fridge(Ma@Energy Drink), & waiting for some parcels to be delivered from some Online Shopping thingi, with already a confirmation call received and sms on my cell! Waiting for it! One of the awaited Online Shopping thingi returned back, while I was busy opening n checking the other one delivered half n hour back! with my phone in the different room! - Awww, why I did not carried my cell with me , anyways! hopefully shall await for the same meanwhile, Happily cooked, Idli@Home, to go along with the left over yesterday's stuff, ordered, Just took a bath after the whole drizzly drizzled - all day long weather! Checking out some more online shoppe thingi and meanwhile addressing to friends n relatives, over the phone and whatsapp and fb! - To top it all of , Made Besan Key Laddu(experimented a new thingi - mixing n matching it with pea nuts this time, along with the Revadi, adding in Almonds (Badam) on to it! I tell u, some things just don't go waste anytime,and don't get spoils, u can just use them with the right thing at the right time, and it turns out really great! - Remembering Mom, made something sweet! - For dinner part shall eat 4 Idli's kept, if I feel hungry that is! & hog on to it! as n when I feel the urge to it!, Da same, cycle the same routine, all the while. almost same, went off! and so it goes on! - Anonymous 36, Delhi, India