Wednesday, April 11, 2018

Epic Boner


You make me more hungry, I was just about to eat chocolate cookies & drink oreo shake... reading in between those empty spaces and lines, on your profile & looking at your pictures, that caught my attention over this social networking site.

You don't have to be a epic boner or a traveler or a foodie to fall into a category of a learned one, what else does anyone need, I questioned thee? Wisdom was the answer I got in reply.

Wisdom is not what people shall seek on such sites, despite libraries were built and now everyone was given a handful of knowledge easily accessible via Internet. Sadly they shall see no light, because they are more curious for the material lust. No one was ready to be benefitted being a scholar by choice or no choice. Evident it was, that everyone was here to kill time and churn into a story of a sluggish useless life. ‘Eternal Sunshine Of a Spotless Mind - Every prayer accepted, every wish resigned’. Let there be love. Let there be light. Let us all come out of sorrows of a selfish plight. Let thy soul be a dweller of knowledge and no more shall one be friends with apprehensions so uneasy, that fright.

What was I looking for came as a question to me, to which I replied,... My answer to that, have often mistakenly misinterpreted. I am looking for everything & anything & nothing specific as such, It could possibly be whatever you or anyone else would want. Nevertheless I was of a belief that, we seldom don't get what we are looking for completely to a perfection. I am absolutely fine with whatever you are looking for & hopefully I could suffice you with, even without knowing what it was to start with. Sound suspiciously mischievous right?. Well...it’s as real it could be. Trust me! I’ve dwelled through passages of time, escaping through the narrower & remotest of conclusive of possibilities that could ever exist or potentially be. I was yet to realize & get familiarized with. It's been days, weeks months, years...been a while, I’ve learnt to keep my innermost longings secretive & not having them spilled out to everyone. You never know when least expected, they could settle down taking refuge under happy endings away from the whole act of running away. 

Often tricked by the controlled selfish freaks, I’ve seldom had my longings locked & caged. I have been spoilt, adapting to this over indulgence often because of my negligence - wasting my time and energy onto unworthy - a mimicry of sorts, out bursting to a rage holy-unholy.

'Running, trying to escape the erasing, so endearing...so desperate to escape'

I wrote something, I thought it got delivered but, it vanished...the text came. It got delivered, followed by (though it was difficult to put in pieces the actual thought process of the words and grammar in right places, that made perfect sense before I could make out what it meant - sounded gibberish to me, and out of the context!)...I replied. I am glad, it didn't evaporated at all in vein.

Lot to learn from you, keep in touch the text flashed again...We’ll surely learn a great deal from each other certainly my friend...’We alone shall not witness our strength and weakness for life and death’ I texted back.

You are right.. thy said...to which I replied... We all have our part & parcels of wrongful and rightful & the corrections and amendments are believed to be there to revive the mistaken and see through the righteousness. We can only accept what was near - how we felt, what we saw or what is spoken or heard and often neglected or be blinded by a distanced forgotten & untold unknowingly in our disbelief to the unheard and unknown.

I could kiss you right now, I texted, and a muawh is reciprocated in return...Followed by a hug from both ends virtually.

'Every single line is like a dream, like a little wisp of pink cloud that is floating by and you want to hang on to every word that is being said'

After a gap, the conversation seem to have had ended there with a Bye, but since I could see thee online, I managed to rush down to a little lesser intellect, on a personal note, distracting thee...texting...Are you horny right now? ... with a raucous laughter!. There was no response. Not sure if at all, it shall conclude further or just pass by. 

At the end, the conversation had left you with a boner? Epic! - Anonymous