There was absolutely no eternal sunshine to a spotless mind with no guardian angel so kind.
It all started dating back from Dec 2010 to Jan 2011! One called thee 'Angel' while other called thy 'Sunshine'! It all began when they started with conversations via phone calls, text messages, video chats, on messenger & on social networking & a dating site where they virtually first met each other. All of this of a so called distant relationship for a little while had taken them eventually to a thing called hook-up or the first date. Sunshine was coming down to Delhi from Calcutta for whatsoever reasons & wanted to spend time with Angel.
On Jan 9th 2011 they met. While It took more then an hour or so to comfort & confide each other, and then came the "I love you" and a hug! (Though it seemed deliberately reluctant from the other end). They ate, Angel made Sunshine eat with his hands in the same plate! They listened to all sort of songs, talked, slept over & cuddled. They sipped bacardi breezer and vodka! It was for the first time Angel had gone out to get drinks!
They never made-out, but rest they did!
Angel gifted Sunshine a pack of chocolates early morning! While it raised expected questions, Angel was curious in anticipation expecting as to if Sunshine had brought anything too? Sigh! Angel went to drop Sunshine at the metro station through rickshaw! Angel could feel that it was not worth since there was no expression on the face of Sunshine at all, and Angel kept sulking deep inside while the heart wanted to pour out so many things but lips could not speak up anything. There was no sign of love or even a bit of care, understanding or emotional reciprocation from the other end. It felt as if the morning Sunshine had lost its glory & thee was left all alone to rant about a story.
From everything happening in middle of nowhere to everything going good and bad at the same time. The fairy-taled, sadly failed story seemed to have almost came to an end on the very next day of there meeting, followed by indifferent behavior & realization that it was not meant to work. Angel had by now understood that Sunshine had taken this whole relationship & love episode for granted which was crookedly-overcooked in a false pretext for self-centred gains or whatever the reason.
They met the second time. this time as well there was no obvious interaction that should or possibly could have been there. They sat there afar, while talking almost nothing looking at each others faces or partly ignoring to face the chase. Angel had Sunshine dropped in his car till the metro station. This time Angel knew it was the last time thee was seeing Sunshine for obvious reasons! This expected behavior was by now almost so evident, in hope there could be better seasons.
The Sun had already dawn! A line drawn between them had everything of it already drown. Even the sun had come down from the heights & it seemed like it was settling this time, not to rise again.
Angel one day wanted to meet Sunshine for a family get together on a festival, but Sunshine had an excuse of not coming! From Calcutta to Delhi and Mumbai & back & fro, Sunshine kept shuffling. They did managed to communicate though, Angel wanting to meet up occasionally and spend time and share moments, and Sunshine having no time at all, with all the lame excuses! Later Sunshine kept asking Angel for favors to get some contacts in the corporate world, about his job and placement a number of times from the day they started communicating till the time they met and even after that & so on! Angel had to call this thing off & finally put an end to this one way shit.
Angel trying hard to convince but failing at the end for the very last time, in an attempt of an effort to sort things out & meet up once again purposely blackmailed Sunshine to meet, saying I am going to ruin your life, if you wont meet. It had been ages & every time there were excuses coming from the other end. They stayed that night together, Angel tried by all means to convince, if at all there could be slightest of possibility of reviving fondness, love or friendship between the two, trying to mend things & letting go off the past, but even the inches of the leftover spark were dead! Sunshine was least interested, guess never was, all one seemed interested was in to use and get through for ones own worth of things. Angle realized that the spark which existed virtually from the other end was missing now.
Sadly, Sunshine had the audacity to text Angel one fine day stating that "we are friends right?", Can you help me out with placements and stuff, since you have so many contacts! This made Angel more perturbed thinking how could people be so unrealistic in there approach ,avoiding the utmost decency & courtesy in there self proclaimed (genius) well planned practical endeavors, seeking favors. A game well-planned & sugar coated with emotional melodrama and ending it to just a give-and-take shit!
They were strangers now! and never met again - They haven't been in touch after that either!
'Do we need such people in our life who are just available for all the virtual hardcore romance ,sympathizing with words; relationship, family, love and playing with ones emotions for ones self-centered urges.'
How ridiculous this thing had turned into - just another virtual fling with a sort of plan in mind. - Anonymous
No comments:
Post a Comment