I was told you are similar to one of those saints who eat less, sleep less, ,to which I said that's precisely a nice idea, how about changing my name prefixing "Baba"/Priest prior to my name (and adding a little something at the end of my name, and making a new id, with a new me, with a precisely appropriate photograph of me in the manner that defined me well! - i was a good idea, that I was told form the other side! Well I was told then you could add all the fellow saints, in your that Fb id, to which I responded, Its little difficult to say that, because I don’t find much rare and finest of people, leaving some very few, who are real saints, and are non-maeterialistic in approach & life, detached, from all the comforts of life, seeking no pleasure, and available and living in purest of form! to which I was replied again by a Yes! making myself sure, that my perception of being judgmental was absolutely right.
I was asked to visit Nepal, Leaving away all the busy schedule of life, and come and have fun, enjoy the nature and the climate, and the greenery & everything that this small place had to offer. ( having a dream from my childhood to visit & see Nepal) I wonder, if it would ever come true, I don't know, Don't think so.
Again I was asked, why don't I get married, to which I said, I guess i am happy and in content being alone, with no more obligations and explanations and relatives to bother myself with and upkeep with all the formalities to the core. I guess I have learned to live alone, and that suffices me. Not knowing that life has to offer me ahead though, where it would take, as of now, No!
Precisely asking me what exactly you do and all, to my trying to explain a bit, and said later in detail ,,not now, its not the right Time, to focus my brains in the derailing at this hour of night or day, whatever I might call it.
Yes! I was reminded again for the Book on Osho, that I was asked to research & get and see if it was available in the Market & send across via courier/post to Nepal.
Though I did not wanted to end the call, but there was absolutely nothing to talk much about, since I thought would be better to chat much more typing more often and sharing out the details before we talked again! The person on the other side told the same, it was no use wasting money on a blank talk, & once you have something to share about, that you decide that you want to share with me and talk about, you should call me up!. That was a sweet gesture! (though we had a lil intro about each other, family, background, work, life, etc) but we needed more to know each other for a much more comfortable friendly talk).
My Sleep as if went away for I while (happy me, that I would be able to have a glass of water, & maybe milk too) & then go back to sleep, after a while, after I am finish with me net business!
Prior to this, I was in a position to fall on the bed before & I wished with a big yawn, that there was no more Message on the FB Chat, & I should not see no more further pop-ups. Asking this person if I could call you up talk rather for a while instead of typing on the keypad & looking at the screen, since I was on the bed & as if it wanted to sink me inside it deep, calling me to the world of dreams! But I would not abruptly end the chat. thought I made a little note and put forward, 3 times, GoodNite, bye, I am Sleepy. to which I was told ( I would tell Osho, this guy talks to me rudely, & then Osho will teach you a lesson, asking you why did you do that & will punish me) in a friendly sweet tone - chat! to which I could feel a kid inside that wanted to chat and talk, as if was out in the lonely world far, away with nothing else no one else to share and talk too, or discuss things outside the Virtual World!
Talking to a friend prior on the phone (discussing what I had ordered for dinner to Goodnite, Cya & Bye, to Talk to you soon in the morning!, simultaneously, finishing with my Dinner & chatting with a friend of mine form Bangalore (discussing Mushroom-Cottage Cheese Salad, with Baby Corn dipped in garlic Sauce, to College, to Blogs, to Education/Career & marks, too the new blue dress for the college, to some guests and party's & wedding lately,& hogging on to Paneer(Cottage Cheese) & Salad's etc etc. With a quench to reach out to my fridge and drink water after my dinner! I paused, kept myself thirsty! I said what the heck, let it go! I shall as soon as I get time! I end up chatting with this person again, had not seen him for a while much on FB Online on the Chat, I was message’d with a Sweet name as usual that I was called by this person ,& I would immediately reply yes I am here. & the conversation would go on! Amazed to know that I was about to go to sleep at 10;00 hours, which was not so likely me, that I was before, but I guess, Now the Summers have made me more lazy & immediately after my food I kind of feel banging myself on the bed, turning sides, and reaching all the corners in my sleep, with weird dreams, that I would not even remember when I would get in between or the next very day!
Though who would have ever thought I would ever call Nepal(for the first time in my life, and that to a friend not at all a professional call! I am not sure, where all this leads too, but yes I kept my promise and look forward to the best of our friendship, for I don't control things, I rather leave it on the mercy of God, What is planned and destined is out to happen, and one shall abide by it! Where it takes from a Social Networking add to a call to? No One Knows. No Idea!
I guess now my Sleep is calling me back! & I should rather go Now, I am going to Sleep! Looking forward to Dreams, & hopefully wake up good & peaceful!
Please excuse me for m grammar, & vocab & spelling mistakes if any,, since I am half dozed off already, & I wanted to put it as good as I could remember it, else would forget the minutest of details by the end of the night, & starting of the new day! - Anonymous, 35, India, Delhi.