Surrender

The very fact that we are possessed of the quest for the self & once we submit, the evil is either nipped in the bud or crushed in the germ itself or grows more powerful. It is to merge in the source of the ego & kill it(The death of the ego).

To a lover, friend, a stranger, an opponent or enemy, to God or yourself - Surrendering could just be one of the many reasons that you would chose to comply or do away with. Whether its an excuse or possibly a easy narrow escape, a broader perspective or just an experience of self indulgence to an ill fate or a disguised mate.

We surrender our thoughts, our actions, our relationships, our personal fulfillment, our dreams and our failures & successes.

Either surrender because you admit your inability or investigate into the cause of misery, complaint about your defects and deficiencies reluctantly or under compulsion. Verbal-action oriented, conditional-unconditional, reserved-unreserved - Be it a willful wholehearted acceptance or rejection in parts, yielding to a dominating force and its will or deliver up possession of on demand or under duress or about finding some peace - everyone will have a piece of himself/herself being surrendered to.

Its not like, you've been imprisoned. You got to know when to stop, learn when to draw a line & understand limits.No one is asking you or forcing you to surrender or submit to anyone or anything - either partially or completely. No one is asking you to abide by anything that appears or vanishes. It's completely your own choice.

Give up; render up! Go into the source and merge into the self - 'Thou are all’ and ‘Thy will be done’. Eagerness to do it must be equal to that of a man kept under water trying to rise to the surface for his life.

There is absolutely nothing fulfilling or rewarding forever. Neither is it always followed by calmness. It might leave you dwelling, craving for more & more & you would still try to figure out how to pacify your urges, Having said that, it does not imply that an act of‘a surrender’ every time would seldom ought to bring or have great outcomes. Everything whatsoever diminishes into nothingness of sorts. The amalgamation that one witnesses and confronts with is an outcome of ones rightful-wrongful doing. Its how you chose wisely.

The greater good could be achieved & cherished through and through only with a greater insight. It could uplift you on a positive note. Erasing everything whatsoever between those thick and thin philosophical realms of your pre-notioned archives of a life’s utter confusion at stake, letting one - let go momentously & forget and rejoice. The outcome would let you witness a re-union of emotional mental and physical up-front harmony in alliance or could also leave you alienated in pain, guilt & more self-conscious limitations.

If only you knew the art of surrendering, the sober and serene in its wildest of desirous dreams that might just be a length away, could come true & handy.

The knowing gets easier - Chances in approach would take diversions or lead to a satisfying or dissatisfactory agreement of sorts and there you would stand being surrounded, willing to shed the peculiarities of past present and future or being apprehensive & reluctant - going with the flow learning in the process, getting involved and evolved.

Conditional wall collapses and gets submerged deep down, that's how unconditional comes in. There lies no place for a verbal combat, the actions speak louder than words and everything seem to be said and done with, in this passage of time.

There would mostly be times, when it would be single sided but if it was either way, it could do miracles. Not everyone is willing to surrender to you in the same way you are willing to surrender to them. No matter how often or in bits & pieces you surrender to, at the end for a longer run, it shall matter whom you confided into wholeheartedly & whether you equally were able to take in everything else that surrendered to you.

You have to bend down a little, keep away your ego, forget about everything & everyone for once. If the end result is somewhat rewarding you’ve probably chosen the right one, right path & if its not, then you probably weren't lucky enough. Maybe you deserve something or someone better. Maybe you need to grow better yourself.

If you haven’t already ever surrendered, you've not made your life worth living. For once 'submit', try to feel how it feels like to be absorbed.

“I surrender to thee who surrender to me" - Anonymous

We are often deceived by outward genuflections, bowings and prostrations as much as we try to deceive. Nevertheless...I turn from my inhibitions and invite you to come(enter) into my heart, body & life. I want to trust and follow you as my savior. Now whether I get holy & sanctified or turn insane & remain a sinner...I surrender. You are my heaven & hell. Cutting the long chase short, I hope I understood it well.

At the end...I cry out to you, I know that I am a sinner. You've numbered my days - I ask for your forgiveness.-Anonymous

P.S "When there's a will there's a way"...I am a believer, but why on the earth would I be willing to completely give up my own will. Remember God loves a cheerful giver.