Monday, October 29, 2018

Closeted Stubbornness


We live in a world where things are becoming less black and white and more "OK, do what you want, just don't bother me." But there are some things where there really is no grey area. You're either doing it the right way, or you're dicking up the whole operation.

Have you ever noticed that your mind is constantly chatting away? That voice in our head speculates, complains, judges, compares, etc. We habitually think and worry about the future, and if we are not doing that, we are replaying past events in our minds. Our thoughts and our mental dialogues/monologues are compulsive – they have taken most of us over. And the insane thing is that we don’t even realize it – we are on autopilot! Most of us just go through life chatting to ourselves incessantly and letting our conditioned mind run our lives. Since we have become so identified with our mind, we derive our sense of self from it. The present moment holds the key to liberation. But you cannot find the present moment as long as you are your mind. Become present and fully accept what is. Accept the moment as it is. When you resist what is, you create pain for yourself. Only the present can free you from the past. Surrender to what is.

Stop asking people to do this, do that, trying to change thee shall be of no worth if you yourself are prone to no change, try improvising your torturous and miserably misinterpreted ideology of self shelved Pandora . Don't escape but rescue yourself from getting invisibly tampered & recycled to this viciousness that hinders you from growing away from this life at stake risk "stale-state". Come out of the closeted irony of non indulgence and grow up, showing some faith in your self.

I am so done with the chatting part with you. Your stubbornness to the core with your set of presumptions every time with dialogues in repetitions exchanged over long pauses and several lengthy time lapse (suiting to your own convenience).

You better be sure of what you say and commit to this time so we are well prepared & equipped and do not fall prey to anything beyond what was said and done away with again and again. Write it down on a piece of paper - The fact is, your lame aspirations shall bear no fruit, until you put in effort and act upon. Waiting and watching in a state so bewildered and disillusioned gives no one nothing. Make your existence worth living.

I don't know why every time I end up wasting my time explaining things. I've drained my energy on you before, but you won't understand until you experience it yourself as you grow. It ain't worth any effort , you don't lend your ear effectively in order to adapt and act resourcefully in the best optimum way. So no more pieces of advisory or statutory warnings to you.

Some people don't change - You are one of them. Semi diluted in a state of insoluble occurrence, that showeth no faith to become a solvent ever, no matter how easy one could wisely chose. You only rant and vent in a state...shuffling formless, when you could proportionally utilize from substitutes available and compliment yourself with. 

Stop imitating the erratic shit. - Anonymous

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